After being rejected by the first application for a writing job a week or so ago, I found the courage to apply for another little writing job on line last weekend. I had to submit a writing assignment specified by the company I was applying to. The assignment was "write a well-researched 500 word piece on the entertainment and attractions offered in Salt Lake City". So I dove in and researched, and researched some more. I took notes and grouped my topics so I could write it just perfectly. I wrote and re-wrote, and then had my husband tear it apart. I re-wrote again. I finally thought it "good enough" (not really - I was worried) and I hit "send" on the application.
Last night at 9pm, I got an email from the company; I was ACCEPTED!!! I have to admit I did a bunch of little happy dances right there in the family room. I have my "first job" as a writer! That moment of elation last night did me a lot of good today at work. I felt better and was able to actually believe that leaving my job would not be the end of the world. I have a vision of what I want to do, but I need to get paid for it, for goodness sake. I might make it in this crazy pursuit of mine, after all. I told you this would be a story of success and I am trying to make sure it is!
I think it is human nature for people to want security, and for most, that means a steady income from their job. A job just does not mean security to me anymore.. go figure.. you lose a little faith in the paycheck guarantee after experiencing a layoff.
Now I can tell my mother that I am gainfully employed as a writer. I know that will mean a lot to her. Mothers worry about their children and I know she would be happier if I just told her I had a full time nursing job somewhere, but I know she also wants to support me no matter what I decide to do. That is just hard for folks who still believe that security comes in the form of a 40 hour work-week and a regular paycheck with benefits.
So, as I promised, I am sharing my happiness and meager beginnings with you. It is only right since you shared in the pain with me. Keep reading and let's see where this "free-falling adventure" leads.
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