Screw acceptance.  I am forced to accept the rejection from my employer, so I carry on.  Everytime this song by Trace Adkins comes on the radio, it feels like my guts are ripping out again.  HELP ME UNDERSTAND what happened to the relationship I had with a company that I planned to retire from.  Tonight finds me inexplicably and irrationally angry all over again.  I blame it on Trace.  Here are the lyrics that sent me over the edge again.  Moral of the story; no country music for a while.
Help me understand:
Once in a lifetime 
You'll open up your heart 
Maybe once in your lifetime 
You'll swear to never be apart 
You think your love's on solid ground 
Then out of the blue, it all comes tumblin' down 
Who's gonna hold me tonight 
When I'm feeling lonely 
Who's gonna show me the light 
'Cause I need to know 
With all the things we've got 
How can love just stop 
Tell Me 
Somebody help me understand 
And my picture in your locket 
What will you do with it now 
All our friends and all our memories 
Tell me how we sort them out 
What's yours is yours 
What's mine is mine 
Is that all that's left 
After all this time 
Who's gonna hold me tonight 
When I'm feeling lonely 
Who's gonna show me the light 
'Cause I need to know 
With all the things we've got 
How can love just stop 
Tell Me 
Somebody help me understand 
Help me understand 
Why I'm not part of our plan 
And you don't need me anymore 
Help me understand 
Why I still wanna be where you are 
Even though I know in my heart 
You don't love me anymore 
Who's gonna hold me tonight 
When I'm feeling lonely 
Who's gonna show me the light 
'Cause I need to know 
With all the things we've got
How can love just stop 
Tell Me 
Somebody help me understand
 
 
Sorry to hear :( ...Stay away from that song! Yes, what happened was wrong (not personal, but still wrong). However it is best to not allow rain to fall on a freshly poured foundation. (Especially if you can control the rainfall). Songs that take you back to square one should be turned off immediately, before they get you soaked!!
ReplyDeleteThanks for the comment. So right, you are! Today is a better day and I need to keep looking forward instead of backward! Every new day is an opportunity.
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