Thursday, December 16, 2010

Help me understand

Screw acceptance.  I am forced to accept the rejection from my employer, so I carry on.  Everytime this song by Trace Adkins comes on the radio, it feels like my guts are ripping out again.  HELP ME UNDERSTAND what happened to the relationship I had with a company that I planned to retire from.  Tonight finds me inexplicably and irrationally angry all over again.  I blame it on Trace.  Here are the lyrics that sent me over the edge again.  Moral of the story; no country music for a while.
Help me understand:
Once in a lifetime
You'll open up your heart
Maybe once in your lifetime
You'll swear to never be apart
You think your love's on solid ground
Then out of the blue, it all comes tumblin' down

Who's gonna hold me tonight
When I'm feeling lonely
Who's gonna show me the light
'Cause I need to know
With all the things we've got
How can love just stop
Tell Me
Somebody help me understand

And my picture in your locket
What will you do with it now
All our friends and all our memories
Tell me how we sort them out
What's yours is yours
What's mine is mine
Is that all that's left
After all this time

Who's gonna hold me tonight
When I'm feeling lonely
Who's gonna show me the light
'Cause I need to know
With all the things we've got
How can love just stop
Tell Me
Somebody help me understand

Help me understand
Why I'm not part of our plan
And you don't need me anymore
Help me understand
Why I still wanna be where you are
Even though I know in my heart
You don't love me anymore

Who's gonna hold me tonight
When I'm feeling lonely
Who's gonna show me the light
'Cause I need to know
With all the things we've got
How can love just stop
Tell Me
Somebody help me understand

4 comments:

  1. Sorry to hear :( ...Stay away from that song! Yes, what happened was wrong (not personal, but still wrong). However it is best to not allow rain to fall on a freshly poured foundation. (Especially if you can control the rainfall). Songs that take you back to square one should be turned off immediately, before they get you soaked!!

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  2. Thanks for the comment. So right, you are! Today is a better day and I need to keep looking forward instead of backward! Every new day is an opportunity.

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